Vent

Happy New Year

12/31/2015 10:27:00 PM
One and a half hours to 2016.

Long story short, a lot of things has happened to me in 2015. From studying from heaven to hell for science class national exam to social studies for university enrollment test and both succeed. From leaving old dearest friends to meeting new interesting people that I was destined to meet.

To find a new place called home in Depok. I know it sounds crazy and unexpected to finally call such a new area my home. However like the ol' quote say: "Home is where your heart is." Or should we say "where your homework is"?

To finally join a real orchestra, not an ensemble in high school. Still waiting for that Beethoven 7th symphony to be played though.

And to feel very depressed for a moment that made me grateful for the wonderful things.

Two or three years ago I question myself should I say a happy new year for a shitty year (or a fcked up moment right before the transition year). In fact, yes we still should. Well human naturally tends to see the bad things popped out rather than the good things. However, in that pile of bad moments in this year, there must be a dot of light that hidden beneath them, hinting its shine. And we all should be grateful for both of that.

From a train far away from home.
Happy new year 2016!

(Btw I failed the goodreads reading challenge for the first time hahah damN 15 out of 20 books lyk???)
Poetry

That Scene

11/17/2015 01:54:00 AM
You know that scene.
That scene in the movie where everything becomes clear.
That scene in the book where everything makes sense.
But that scene in real life where you finally learn the truth,
there are still parts in a blur.

--Revelation

(Depok, November 17th 2015)

P.S. Total in love with this new piece by the famous korean pianist, Yiruma.


10/30/2015 12:58:00 AM
"People say, ‘Oh, everything’s been done – nothing is new.’ I say… Turn off the internet. Combine all the things that you love in the world. Take some time, and you might come up with something special that’s lasting."

-- John Cameron Mitchell


My idol, my hero.
Vent

What date is it?

9/30/2015 12:45:00 AM
If you gotta grow up some time
You have to do it on your own
I don’t think I could stand to be stuck
That’s the way the things were going
 - Act of the Apostle (God Help the Girl) 

End of September, oh, the blog title.
And here I am.
New place. New friends. New home(s).
And probably, new me?

Long time no post, I’ve got limited internet here in my new place. And mind my babbling, it’s just me confused how to open this super individual post. Like my brain was trying really hard on thinking how how how to open a post about an eighteen birthday.

Yep. I just turned eighteen 45 minutes ago.

But is it strange that I feel almost nothing, except realizing I’m actually that old. I feel like I’m still sixteen, God, what is happening with me. Like anyone who’s getting older every day, they don’t want to accept the fact that they’re old.

Responsibility, maturity, bravery are just a little part of things that are expected to be in an eighteen year old. And to be good. I’ve talked about this thing before in my sixteen birthday. Where we get to choose to be bad or to be good. I think I’ve made the choice a long time ago. And I’m still trying to be that until now.

Oh, and I super love God Help the Girl soundtrack and Act of Apostle is one of my fave. And that little lyrics at the top is the deepest lyrics on the song imo. You have to grow up and sometimes without anyone’s help. Well, yeah although you don't want to be old, you also couldn't be stuck because that will be riot.

P.S. I miss my high school friends, I miss them so bad.
Movie

Interesting Mixture of Poetry and Meanness

5/13/2015 11:23:00 PM
The list of conversations in the iconic scene, when the guy meet the woman who's his anonymous pen pal and turned out to be someone he knew and has a bad impression of him. From all four works based on a play, Parfumerie by Hungarian playwright, Miklós László. Spoiler alert if you haven't watched them.

1. The Shop Around the Corner (1940)


Mr. Kralik: "There are many things you don't know about me, Miss Novak. As a matter of fact, there might be a lot we don't know about each other. People seldom go to the trouble of scratching the surface of things, to find the inner truth."

Ms. Novak: "I really wouldn't care to scratch your surface, Mr. Kralik. Because I know exactly what I'd find. Instead of a heart, a handbag. Instead of a soul, a suitcase. And instead of an intellect, a cigarette lighter which doesn't work." 

Mr. Kralik: "That's very nicely put."

Ms. Novak: "Yes."

Mr. Kralik: "Comparing my intellect with a cigarette lighter that doesn't work. Yeah, that's a very interesting mixture of poetry and meanness."

Ms. Novak: "Meanness? Let me--"

Mr. Kralik: "Don't misunderstand me. I'm only trying to pay you a compliment." 

2. In the Good Old Summertime (1949) 
  
Andrew: "And there are a great many things you don't know about me. It's such a pity that people so seldom, go to the trouble of scratching the surface to find out the inner truth."

Andrew: "That's very well put. Thank you."

Veronica: "Yes." 

Andrew: "A metronome?" 

Veronica: "Yes." 

Andrew: "It's such an interesting mixture of poetry and meanness. Very well put." 

Veronica: "Meanness?" 

Andrew: "Don't misunderstand me--" 

Veronica: "I wouldn't care to scratch your surface, because I know that underneath I'd find, instead of a heart, a piccolo. Instead of a soul, I'd find a flute, and instead of an intellect, I'd find a metronome that doesn't work very well."

3. She Loves Me (1963)
Amalia: "I don't understand you."

George: "How could you, Ms. Banash, you never listen to me, you never really looked at me."

Amalia: "How wrong you are, Mr. Nowack, I’m looking at you now, and shall I tell you what I see? I see a smug, pompous, petty tyrant who's very sure of himself and very ambitious. But I see him ten years from now, selling shampoo. And twenty years from now, selling shampoo. And thirty years from now still selling shampoo. Because, basically, you know what he is? Just a not-very-bright, not-very-handsome, not-very-young man with balding hair and the personality of a python!"

4. You've Got Mail (1998) 

Joe: "I think you’d discover a lot of things if you really knew me."

Kathleen: "If I really knew you, I know what I'd find. Instead of a brain, a cash register. Instead of a heart, a bottom line."

Joe: "What?" 

Kathleen: "I just had a breakthrough."

Joe: "What is it?"

Kathleen: "I have you to thank for it. For the first time in my life, when confronted with a horrible, insensitive person I knew exactly what I wanted to say, and I said it." 

Joe: "I think you have a gift for it. That's a perfect blend of poetry and meanness."
 
Kathleen: "Meanness. Let me tell you something about meanness." 

Joe: "Don't misunderstand me. I'm just trying to pay you a compliment."

  It's the most awaited moment and very interesting scene, in which anonymous pen pal finally met in real life, but the guy found out the woman is, kinda his enemy, and the woman didn't realized him as the person she couldn't wait to meet. The woman just noticed him as the guy from work whom she hate very much. So, the woman did nothing but being mean to him. Poor guy.

And my favorite movie based on Parfumerie is... The Shop Around the Corner. Thanks to Jimmy Stewart as Mr. Kralik who took all of our hearts.
Music

Shall We Dance to Rodgers and Hammerstein?

5/13/2015 09:14:00 PM
Since I'm talking about musical theatre which is one of the things that I'm really addicted to, I'll put this post into the 'I'm Addicted' series (here's part one, and part two). This is not going to be a list of musicals that I reaaaaallly love, this time I'm going write about my favorite musical theatre duo instead, Rodgers and Hammerstein.

Richard Rodgers and Oscar Hammerstein II were a successful American musical theatre writing team, often called as Rodgers and Hammerstein. They created musicals together in the 1940s and 1950s, and they were as innovative as something that could initiate the golden age of musical theatre. Not only most of their musicals were a huge success (there were some flops too), their partnership also has been called the greatest of the 20th century.

I'd be lying if I said I love all of their musicals in the first time I listened to it. It wasn't like love at first listen for some musicals. I'm a bit unfamiliar at first with the genre of classic musical theatre, with all excessive vibrato and stuff. Maybe because at that time I watched more of the pop or rock-oriented musical. However, as I'm starting my interest in the golden era of Hollywood, then the musical, suddenly I became familiar with the genre and hyped of it. Now I'm a shameless Rodgers & Hammerstein fan, probably like your grandma or grandpa.

While reading this post, you can listen to my 8track playlist, 'Shall We Dance to Rodgers and Hammerstein' to get know the type of their musical more. I handpicked 25 beautiful numbers from all of their musicals and compiled it according to the tunes and story.


Shall We Dance to Rodgers & Hammerstein? from thetreasures on 8tracks Radio.


Here is the list of their musicals followed by my little review (year by year).

1. Oklahoma! (1943)
It tells the story about the romance between a cowboy, Curly McLain, and a farm girl, Laurey Williams. It's based on Lynn Riggs' 1931 play, Green Grow the Lilacs. I love the score, it's like the mixture of country, ballad and classical, that matched with its set in the small country, Oklahoma Territory outside the town of Claremore. Though I must admit the storyline is too simple for me at first but knowing this is their first work as a team, it's a very good start.

2. Carousel (1945)
Carousel is adapted from Ferenc Molnár's 1909 play Liliom, with different settings, the play is in Budapest and the musical is in Maine. From this musical, I acknowledged there was such thing as 'barker' in the Carousel attraction, and it played as the main plot here. The story revolves around the relationship of a carousel barker, Billy Bigelow and a millworker, Julie Jordan that comes at the price of both their jobs. Billy Bigelow then struggles to provide a life for his family after he married Julie, and when it goes wrong, he is given a chance to make things right. The story is more tragic than the previous musical. It also has a rich plot and connection with every era. I love the numbers and ballet scenes in this musical, not only they drive the plot, they also reflect it. Again, it's a great follow-up in their list of works together.

3. State Fair (1945)
It's the first and only musical written directly for film by Rodgers and Hammerstein. State Fair is a musical adaptation of a film with the same title in 1933. Years later, this was made for a Broadway musical in 1996. The story set during the annual Iowa State Fair. It concentrates on the Frakes family: father Charles Winninger, mother Fay Bainter, and grown-up children Jeanne Crain and Dick Haymes. Each has his or her own reason for attending the fair, and we'll see how their motives are played in the fair. The musical numbers are wonderful as always, but I'm a bit disappointed with Walter Lang's direction.

4. Allegro (1947)
This is the first musical that was called a flop. Flop in theatre means a play or musical that fails to run. Even the most legendary playwrights have suffered humiliating disasters of this kind because yep, everything has its up and down. The musical is about Joseph Taylor, Jr.--a doctor's son who follows his father's work but is tempted by fortune and fame at a big-city hospital. Then they created the musical with a different format from their previous works, it was a play with two men as the central characters rather than the usual "boy and girl" format. The musical got mixed reviews after the opening night, but mostly negative ones. Frederick Nolan then stated in his book that Allegro's main fault is the format was ahead of its time, the integration of story and music far too advanced even for audiences who were used to see musicals which actually had stories.

5. South Pacific (1949)
The failure of their previous musical, Allegro, made Rodgers and Hammerstein's more determined to have another hit. And they succeeded, indeed. South Pacific won ten Tony Awards including best musical. It is based on James A. Michener's Pulitzer Prize-winning 1947 book Tales of the South Pacific. This was made into a movie in 1958 directed by Joshua Logan. The musical sets during World War II and revolves around an American nurse stationed in South Pacific who falls in love with a French plantation owner but struggles to accept his mixed-race children. The second romance plot is a lieutenant and a young Tonkinese woman, but he is afraid of social consequences if he marries her. This musical has a strong message on racism, making the musical is considered a classic. Its confrontation of racism with lovable musical numbers also surprised me when I watched the musical, it was such a brave step taken by Rodgers and Hammerstein.

6. The King and I (1951)
The King and I is based on Margaret Landon's novel, Anna and the King of Siam, which is derived from Anna Leonowens' memoir about being a governess to the children of King Mongkut of Siam in the early 1860s. The story revolves around Anna, a British schoolteacher, who is hired to teach the children of King Mongkut as a part of his mission to modernize Siam. The relationship between the King and Anna is not always smooth, they bantered, a lot. It was unavoidable since she is a woman with so much knowledge of the modern world, while the King's thought is still traditional, even though he wants to modernize his country. This musical is one of my favorite Rodgers and Hammerstein's musicals all time, right after The Sound of Music (we'll get to it later). The musical numbers are mixed from traditional Thailand tunes to polka and they're brilliant. I have nothing to say, except that I love this show so much.


7. Me and Juliet (1953)
This is the first musical comedy written by Rodgers and Hammerstein and it tells a story of romance at the backstage of a long-running musical, Larry who's an assistant stage manager and chorus girl, Jeanie. The format of the story is "show-within-the-show", which is a literary device in which one character within a narrative himself narrates. Due to complex and expensive staging, negative reviews from opening night saying the plot was weak and uninteresting, and exhausted in advanced sales, this show closed and marked as another Rodgers and Hammerstein failure. The director of the musical who was one of the top musical comedy directors at that time, George Abbott said that the reasons the show was failed are Rodgers and Hammerstein's overconfidence to thought themselves as Broadway's golden boys who could do no wrong and the play-within-the-play format, which hadn't been thought out by anyone.

8. Pipe Dream (1955)
It's based on John Steinbeck's short novel Sweet Thursday. It tells the romance between a marine biologist named Doc and a prostitute named Suzy. This musical, again, was a flop and financial disaster. Such a bad follow up from Me and Juliet. Reviews said that Rodgers and Hammerstein was too gentlemanly to be dealing with Steinbeck's sleazy and raffish denizens. They accepted the blame for themselves and learned the lesson, that if you start with a bad idea, everything is marred by that. Well, perhaps, John Steinbeck's works wasn't made for musical theatre at all.

9. Cinderella (1957)
Rodgers and Hammerstein's Cinderella is one and only musical written by them for television. It's based on the tale, Cinderella, which is very close to our childhood heart. A young woman who's trapped in a house of evil stepmother and stepsisters, and dreams of a better life. A fairy godmother then comes and transforms her into a princess to go to the Prince's ball. It was broadcast live on CBS and viewed by more than 100 million people. The musical was remade for television twice, in 1965 and 1997. In 2013, a Broadway adaptation was opened with the new book by Douglas Carter Beane. I love the musical numbers, especially the overture, the best of all their overtures in my opinion. I seemed to like the new book by Douglas Carter Beane more, since it has richer plot than the usual Cinderella story like on the original. And God, I love the beautiful and catchy musical numbers so much.

10.  Flower Drum Song (1958)
The musical is based on The Flower Drum Song novel by C.Y. Lee. The story revolves around Wang Ta, who is torn between his Chinese origins and the American culture assimilation in San Fransisco. It was made into a movie in 1961. The show was a success when it was first opened, but then it was rarely produced due to casting issues and the fear of Asian-American offended by the way they were portrayed in the musical. I admire the musical numbers which was more of an Eastern than oriental, making them easily stuck on your head because of its catchiness.

11. The Sound of Music (1959)
The final of their works together and my favorite musical of all time. It's based on the memoir of Maria von Trapp, The Story of the Trapp Family Singers. The Sound of Music tells us about the journey of Maria Rainer as a governess to the seven children of a widower, Austro-Hungarian Navy submarine Captain Georg von Trapp and then she falls in love with him. It was adapted to movies in 1965, starring Julie Andrews. I remembered my mother bought the movie for me when I was five and I watched it on repeat. My mother said that at five years old, I could sing Do Re Mi and Edelweiss. I assumed it probably sounded like a dying whale. The musical numbers are undoubtedly beautiful, like all of their works and can easily stuck in our head. I believe this is Rodgers and Hammerstein's most popular musical in their career, a perfect musical to put their long journey into a finale.

Music

Maybe, you're not the worst thing ever

1/18/2015 10:26:00 PM
Like I've said, it takes one to know one.
And maybe, you're not the worst thing ever.


Here is a song from a new musical TV series from ABC that I've been hyped these past weeks, Galavant. It's like the mixture of Monty Phyton, The Princess Bride, Robin Hood: Men in Tights and Disney movies (of course since Alan Menken, the legendary Disney musician, wrote the music and Dan Fogelman, the writer of Tangled, created the show). The reviewers also agreed with me, so the show is worth watching!