1/06/2018 10:18:00 PM
Biar Sang Waktu Menertawakan

Kita membiarkan waktu bergerak
Perlahan atau cepat tiada kita peduli
Menyilih dan menyilah dalam berderak
Abai kita padanya yang tertawa geli

Kita biarkan waktu bergerak menepi
Kita hanya diam menikmati
Tak banyak kata kita ganti
Tapi makna yang banyak kita dapati

Selang siang diganti petang
Waktu memaksa kita pulang
Menuju kediaman kita mengenang
Tentang hari ini kita akhiri senang

- eM. A

What Would Stranger Things' Characters Read?

12/14/2017 12:22:00 AM
The internet and millennial were astonished by a love letter to the 80s era of supernatural stories called Stranger Things. Nielsen surveys also stated that Stranger Things did massive numbers on Netflix site. It's a science fiction serial which started with the journey of finding a missing kid in small town, Hawkins, and the discovery of supernatural occurrences there. A group of children with the help of a girl with telekinetic power (from some secret experiments) figuring out where the missing kid is and its connection with a parallel universe called the "Upside Down". Stranger Things season two is now available for streaming on Netflix (or in every video-streaming site).

Weeks ago, Netflix dropped the news about the renewal of the series. "FOR THE LOVE OF STEVE, DUH! So hold tight baby darts — season 3 is officially happening.", they said, without dropping any clue on when would it be. In the waiting time, other than binge-watching season one and two, let's recall Hawkins (or the Upside Down) vibe with reading books which the characters would read. Each of the characters has the unique characteristic that differs them from others. We also can get a clear idea of what would these characters do in the next chapter.

1. Mike Wheeler: Let the Right One In by John Ajvide Lindqvist

A story about a meaningful friendship between a bullied boy and a peculiar girl who turned out has special power surely will relate to Mike. While he's waiting for Eleven to pick up his 'telepathic' phone call, he will pick this book up to his reading shelf. The gloomy theme in this book also will be his diversion of whatever darkness inside him. Well, if there's any.

2. Nancy Wheeler: My Best Friend’s Exorcism by Grady Hendrix
The power of friendship is undoubtedly one of the things that Nancy believes most. This book which sets in the 80s too will speak to her like no other book does. It tells us the story about saving a girl's best friend from the demon's grip. The main theme of friendship is addressed in 80s high school drama. Nancy better tries not mourning over Barb for too long with reading a book.

3. Eleven: Miss Peregrine's Home for Peculiar Children by Ransom Riggs

Eleven as a character isn't anything but peculiar (in a good way) indeed. She realized she is someone who is very much different from other kids in the group. Finding out the book about a bunch of children with special powers similar to her will make her feel less alone. Hopefully, she will accept who she is and recognize that differences are okay. This book's choice of words is not a worry to be reckoned with since we all know she only can say a word or two. Yet, it's better not the last time she whispered the word "mouthbreather" in a cynical way.

4. Jim Hopper: Neverwhere by Neil Gaiman
It must be a shock to the head of the sheriff in Hawkins to find his lovely town is just full of danger and supernatural occurrences. A book about a man who found himself in "London Below", a magical realm coexisting with the more familiar London, referred to as "London Above" (seems familiar, huh?). The habitants also are generally invisible and seem non-existent to the people in the real town. Let's hope the book will help him cope with the confusion and give him insight on how to handle the situation.

5. Max Mayfield: Ready Player One by Ernest Cline

Max entered the town of Hawkins with no expectation of being the new addition of the group with a pile of secrets. Alas, missions and adventures are not new words in her dictionary due to her passion for gaming. This dystopian book which brings the idea of how game and reality collide in the world of crisis will be the one she picks up on the bookstore. The infamous MADMAX surely can put the game down for reading this first.

6. Billy Hargrove: A Clockwork Orange by Anthony Burgess
Full of violence and crime, this book is a delight to such character like Billy who is still seen as a one-dimensional character. He also is surrounded by people who want to change him or label him as ruthless or cruel. However, the book brings out the ideas that if someone doesn't learn to change for himself, then people are only just holding him prisoner.

7. Steve Harrington: Treasure Island by Robert Louis Stevenson
All these hypes from solving mysteries and threats in Hawkins got Steve wanting to do more adventure in the future. In the waiting time of another duty call to babysit the group, he can read this adventure book about a quest for buried treasures. Nancy can wait for a story about pirates and treasures, aye?

8. Lucas Sinclair: Lord of the Flies by William Golding
Lucas is the one who maintains the group in the plausible and the pragmatic. A book that got him thinking about how a group of kids survives on the strange island will put him on the edge of the seat. Especially, when he needs that diversion from the endless Dungeon and Dragons games with the group.

9. Dustin Henderson: The Hitchhiker's Guide to The Galaxy by Douglas Adams

Dustin is the most scientifically inclined of the group, despite his love of fantasy. As the winner of the annual science fair every time, he will enjoy this particular comedy science fiction book. He will find that nothing is as it seems: he learns that a towel is just the most useful thing in the universe, finds the meaning of life, and discovers that "Don't Panic" is a compelling method. It's a delight for a fantasy and science fan like him.

10. Jonathan Byers: Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky
The fondness of being alone and photography makes him not being seen as an amiable fellow in Hawkins. Although, we all know that he is a good person at heart. When he grows a friendship with Nancy and gets to know more people, he revealed more about himself to others. And sooner or later, people know more about him and get acquainted with him too. This book will help him to be nostalgic about the old days and prove a thing or two about his current social experiences in high school.

Here are some book suggestions, my random doodles, and analysis on why the characters will be interested in reading these books. Have some disagreements or other suggestions? You are more than welcome to leave a comment below!
Or tell us which one you're more related to!

Nabila Cyrilla Imani

Ujian Akhir Semester matakuliah Pemasaran Digital
Departemen Ilmu Komunikasi
Fakultas Ilmu Sosial dan Ilmu Politik
Universitas Indonesia


9/07/2017 10:02:00 PM
A girl wants to take someone out
not to a diner or a fancy restaurant,
but a place that is famous as
the home to Niagara Falls.

She wants to take him for a walk
on some afternoons at the amiable park,
strolling in the midst of maple trees
that its leaves' friction creates euphonies.

'Catch a falling leaf for me.' she will ask,
and he will extend his arm reaching one in the gust,
struggling to catch one particular leaf
that will remind him of that day's eve.

She wants to see him holding that leaf
and pushing it towards her face in dignified,
revealing her face that gleams with conviction
of its magic will make her being loved in return.

A Journey to Completeness in Hedwig and the Angry Inch Play

7/10/2017 10:12:00 PM
Complete; a word that notices the existence of wholeness. The feeling when your torrent or downloaded files’ green bar showed 100%. Or when you put the last missing puzzle pieces then the puzzle is a whole. It’s clear that wholeness is the key to feeling complete. That concludes feeling complete is something that we all cherish. Imagine if we feel complete of ourselves, the feeling that nothing is missing from our life, and that we have everything we need within us. It's a genuine happiness; because the image of consumers being happy with the new phone or millionaires made happy when they become billionaires, is not going to prevent the hunger for happiness. This is the theme this post will discuss from Hedwig and the Angry Inch open-ended play. This post includes the spoiler for those who haven’t read the book (or watch the musical/movie). 

As the human being, we’re all still lurking in question on what is the missing pieces that make us whole—feeling complete. The same with Hedwig, the play is telling us the story about his journey in finding that missing pieces of his poignant life. Hedwig’s real name is Hansel and he was born when the wall between East and West Berlin was erected. Such unfortunate for him, he was born in the East Germany, where he can only be listening to his favorite rock and roll tune on the radio in silent—inside of an oven. His father is an American G.I and his mother is a Berliner. When he was sunning himself in an old bomb crater near the Wall, he was mistaken for a girl by an American G.I named Luther. Hansel revealed immediately his masculine identity, but Luther doesn’t seem to care about the fact. He asked Hansel to marry him instead and have the freedom he always craved in America. However, for them to escape East Berlin, Hansel must go through a full physical examination. His mother and Luther thought of a sex change operation. Hansel then used his mother name, Hedwig Schmidt. Unfortunately, the operation is botched and resulted in his one-inch penis. 

Another unfortunate thing happened when he arrived in America; Luther left him amid a trailer park in Junction City, Kansas, for a blond and handsome young man. Shortly afterward the wall of Berlin finally put down and the two halves of Berlin have become a single city again. Brokenhearted Hedwig then worked as a babysitter while being the lead singer of his band, The Angry Inch, dressed in drag. Then came Tommy Speck, the son of the general, who is interested in Hedwig’s music. They later became infatuated as Hedwig taught him to sing and created a rock persona; Tommy Gnosis. When Tommy found out about “the angry inch” he left Hedwig and stole their songs to become the superstar who fills great stadiums. From that moment forward, Hedwig tries to boycott Tommy’s musical tour by singing in parallel the same songs with his band in hotel bars and dining rooms near the concert place with her trans husband, Yitzhak. Thus what the audience will watch is one of their concerts that was held in one of those places. 

Hedwig and the Angry Inch is not quite a conventional musical and also not a one-man show. Peter Askin, the director, described it as "Hedwig is really divided into three things. It’s standup comedy with some hoary, cheap jokes. It’s Stephen’s wonderful music. And then it’s also this unexpectedly poignant love story. And it was a question of first recognizing that, and then shaping it so that the comedy came in certain sections, and whatever happened to the comedy and the music, it never took us away from Hedwig’s journey." The play, the lyrics, the music are all part of Hedwig’s story and that’s what makes reading the deeper meaning of the script is very much interesting. 

Incompleteness is the source of pretty much Hedwig’s unhappiness in the play. It all started with the bedtime story that Hedwig’s mother told him when he was little, Plato’s Symposium. 

I’m sorry, I’m completely dilated right now, I’d like to share with you a bedtime story that mother once whispered to me in the dark and later retracted. Whatever allowed her to reveal such a story to such a little boy, I’ll never know. But I remember it like it happened yesterday. 

(The Origin of Love Song) 
(You can find the lyrics here) 

After mother finished, she began to snore. But I had to go somewhere I could think. I crept into the kitchen and put my head in the oven. It is clear that I must find my other half. But is it a he or a she? Is it Daddy? He went away. Or Mother? I was suddenly afraid to go back to bed. What does this person look like? Identical to me? Or somehow complementary? Does my other half have what I don’t? Did he get the looks, the luck, the love? Were we really separated forcibly or did he just run off with the good stuff? Or did I? Will this person embarrass me? What about sex? Is that how we put ourselves back together again? Or can two people actually become one again? And if we’re driving on the Autobahn when it happens, can we still use the diamond lane? Practical question of wholeness. Completion. Think of it. I thought of it. I thought of power. 

The speech of Aristophanes in Plato’s Symposium is heavily influenced the way Hedwig thought of finding completeness. In “The Origin of Love” songs Hedwig explains that love is fundamentally the effort to repair a division. Love, according to Aristophanes, is a desire for eternal wholeness with another half. Earlier humans were perfect in their completeness; the shape of each human being was completely round, with back and sides in a circle; they had four hands each, as many legs as hands, and two faces, exactly alike, on a rounded neck. They led a failed rebellion against the gods, and as punishment Zeus split them in a half, resulting in the forms we have today. However, humans fundamentally haven’t forgotten their original forms “Love is born into every human being; it calls back the halves of our original nature together; it tries to make one out of two and heal the wound of human nature. Each of us, then, is a ‘matching half’ of a human whole” Hedwig took this more of practically than metaphorically, then he experienced this desperate search for wholeness in people he met in his life.

(To be continued...)

What a Wonderful World

6/11/2017 02:05:00 PM
I always love the time
without anyone's company
but a couple of books
and a hot drink here beside me

At coffee shop around the corner
or just at one's balcony
finding peace in the rays of the sun
or preferably in the pouring rain

Don't care about the sneer
from whose eyes I know or yet to know
What is so wrong with being content
deep down I wonder

The world is already filled with noises
and the only way to suck it out
is to try the peace within
not from hiding in any form



5/31/2017 01:20:00 AM
A thing between blue and yellow
between sadness and happiness
between a home and the gate
or between Roderigo and Othello.

It is located in an apple
in my neighbor's garden
in the leaf of a tree

or in my skins, whenever I see them.

Are We Alone in the Universe?

5/24/2017 01:06:00 AM
"Space is big. You just won't believe how vastly, hugely, mind-bogglingly big it is. I mean, you may think it's a long way down the road to the drug store, but that's just peanuts to space." - Douglas Adam, from The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy.

As a fan of science fiction books, films and TV Series such as Doctor Who, The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy or Star Trek, I've always been curious about the matter of extraterrestrial life. All of the storytelling about civilization exists outside there in the vast void and emptiness of this galaxy questioning the fact: are there other living things outside the earth?

Many explorations have been done in the attempt to answer that question. However as Neil deGrasse Tyson wrote in an essay titled "Reflections on the Scientific and Cultural Implications of Finding Life in the Cosmos" for NASA's Astrobiology Magazine, life on Earth is the only known life in the universe. Although to some extent, it is possible due to some findings and arguments that say otherwise. The chance could possibly be higher due to recent findings from an unmanned spacecraft that dive into the planet Saturn and its moons, Cassini. According to Jet Propulsion Laboratory California Institute of Technology, Cassini discovered that one of the moons called Enceladus is an active moon that hides a global ocean of liquid salty water beneath its crust. With its global ocean, unique chemistry and internal heat, Enceladus has become a promising lead in our search for worlds where life could exist. Or else, there could be a possible civilization in that moon, or somewhere in another galaxy.

The question about where are other civilizations or the "aliens" in the galaxy is known as the Fermi Paradox. The theory is named by physicist Enrico Fermi to speculate on the reason for this lack of contact with the extraterrestrial civilization. With over 200 billion stars in the Milky Way galaxy and 1/2.4 that many earthlike planets (Terzian and Hohlfeld, 1976), there are more places that life could have arisen than we could ever look. If we look back on how old our Milky Way Galaxy is, thirteen billion years old, and compare it to Earth's age which is only four billion years old, a hypothesis emerged that there could be chances for life to develop on other planets in the past. However, none of them has found the technology to make us on the earth notice their civilization.

Nikolai S. Kardashev, an astrophysicist from Russia, in 1963 came up with a hypothetical way to categorize the civilizations that could exist in this universe. He created the Kardashev Scale to measure how advanced a civilization's technological achievements are based on the amount of energy it can access and harness. In his paper titled "Transmission of Information by Extraterrestrial Civilizations", an advanced civilization would have the capacity to transmit radio signals far into the cosmos. He came up with three types of civilizations: Type 1 civilization or known as the planetary civilization would be able to access the whole energy available on its home plane, utilize all the energy that reaches the planet and what it can produce. And we are currently around 0.73 on this scale (we are only an almost type 1 civilization). After the civilization reaches type 1, they possibly trying to find energy from other planets. Then it will turn into type 2 civilization when would be capable of harnessing all of the energy of its home star. The way to harness the energy is through a concept called the Dyson Sphere, a hypothetical megastructure to completely enclose a star and capture all of its energy then transfer it to the home planet. Type 3 would be a civilization that controls and possesses its whole galaxy and its energy. Regarding the age of our galaxy, there are other possible planets with life have had more time and build technology to be an advanced civilization, probably even type 2. Or there could be a type 3 with the aim to colonize a galaxy that makes their existence would be pretty noticeable. However, the civilization on earth hasn't heard a thing or visited by any extraterrestrial civilization. The question about where they are or the Fermi Paradox are still left unanswered.

However, there's a couple of most discussed ideas and theories through the century that could be the solution to the question. To make it easier, let's categorize them into two categories; Group 1 is a couple of explanations that assumes there are no other advanced (as in type 2 or type 3) civilizations because there are none of them out there. Group 2 is a couple of reasons in which why we are not seeing or hearing anything from advanced civilization because they are out there.

Group 1 suggests that if there are thousands of things in our own galaxy, well, there must be something else that has happened before and will be happening again in the future. The theory is called The Great Filter. The theory says that at some point in time, there's a wall that would block and deny civilizations because something (evolution or disaster, etc) happened. So, it's very unlikely and impossible for life to get beyond. The question is; where in our timeline does the Great Filter happen? There are many possible answers to that question. The Great Filter could be behind us, or we successfully surpassed it because we're special. We have surpassed it because the filter has already happened at the very beginning of time of the earth's existence or the filter could be the evolutionary of prokaryote cell to eukaryote cell. However, if The Great Filter is not behind us, the filter could be ahead of us.

Group 2 explanations don't believe in us being special things. They believe in the Mediocrity Principle, that there is nothing unusual or rare about our galaxy, solar system, planet, or level intelligence until evidence proves otherwise. The popular explanations about this group circling about how our technology is too primitive to perceive them. The simple example of this is like an anthill right next to a highway. Would the ants be able to understand the technology and the intentions of the highway is? How do they communicate things to the people on the highway? If there are type 3 civilizations out there, we probably can't pick up the signals from their planet using our technology yet. Or higher civilizations are aware of us and silently observing us, it's called Zoo Hypothesis ("look but don't touch" kind of experiment). However, if there are any civilizations out there who wants to travel to our milky way and could travel at the speed of light, it will still take nearly 100,0000 years just to cross it.

Group 1 & 2 solutions, unfortunately, have the same one problem; where are the borders of technology? One thing for sure, in the midst of new-born and mind-blowing technologies, is that we really don't know anything. From the beginning of human civilizations on earth, we have spent more than ninety percent of our existence as hunters and gatherers, and we've only stopped using human labors as the main source of the energy 200 years ago. If we compare it to the timeline of the earth's existence, our high-tech civilizations is actually still a baby. Right now we may not know what is the answer to this Fermi Paradox. Don't fret because there's only one way to find out and we still have a long way to go to finally know anything.